2022 has been nothing but a constant struggle for me. The only good thing to come out of it was Ashley and my kittens.
I had two dreams about Ashley last night.
I woke up in a bed in a dark room and there was someone in the bed with me. So I turn the light on my phone and it was Ashley sleeping next to me. Then I heard a noise. So I try to wake Ashley up but she won't get up. I get out of bed and went towards the bedroom door to open it and I was in this house with an open plan where the kitchen, living room and dining room where all the same room. All the lights were turned on. The TV was on and the dishwasher was running because I could hear it humming. There were Christmas decorations still up and aluminum trays of food and half empty bottles of alcohol and soda on the counter. I felt like someone was in the room with me but I didn't see anyone and began walking down a hallway towards a door left ajar with blue light coming from the room at the end of the hallway. Then a door opens on the left side of the hallway and a light turns off and Ashley walks out and goes into the room with the blue light and shuts the door behind her. It freaked me out because I knew Ashley was in the room with me and I turned around to go back to that room and Ashley was standing there behind me and she said it was only Ashley. And that's when I realized that it wasn't Ashley. It was another Ashley because Ashley's name isn't actually Ashley. The Ashley in the hallway was her daughter she named Ashley.
Then I woke up, went wtf and went back to sleep and I had another dream about Ashley.
I was in a bedroom that looked a lot like my friend's old bedroom. There was a lamp turned on and some hanging shelves near the ceiling with books on them. There were these wires running along the ceiling to an old laptop in a docking station attached upside down to the ceiling. I thought this was strange and got it down and sat at an old wooden computer desk to open it. The first thing I noticed was my /ashleyj/ folder on the desktop but I was confused because this was not my laptop. I open the folder and it's full of Ashley nudes. Then Ashley walks in and is really upset with me for using her laptop. I tell her it has my /ashleyj/ folder on it though and she tells me those pics are for her. Then she leaves the room. I look back at the screen and there is a nude selfie of Ashley in a bathroom mirror with an onlyfans watermark and I realized that Ashley had started an onlyfans so she could pay herself to masturbate to her own pics.